The Purpose of Scripture

A thought that started my day . . .
2 Timothy 3:16
All Scripture is God-breathed and is useful for teaching, rebuking, correcting and training in righteousness, so that the man of God may be thoroughly equipped for every good work.

I picked out a few keys words (Scripture/God-breathed/righteousness) and at the prompting of the Holy Spirit I attempted to look at their definitions and their application to my life. Here's what the He allowed me to understand:
Scripture -
God's instructions to us
God's revelation of who He is
God's revelation of who we are to be
God's promises to us
God-Breathed -
God brought the Word to life. He Himself gave men the thoughts and knowledge and wisdom they needed to document what it was that He wanted us to know.
Righteousness -
The result of living a life that mirrors that of Christ's.
Webster's Dictionary . . .
Acting in accordance with divine or moral law
Free from guilt or sin
Genuine/right behavior/ethical

The meaning of this verse:
God Himself brought to life every possible truth that would enable us to know and accept Him.
When followed, we can then walk the walk and fully serve the purpose for which we were created.

Applying the Lesson . . .
Be in the Word - spend time devouring the message that God wants you to know
Know the Word - not just for more head knowledge but seek to know it passionately within my heart
Humble yourself in order to 'talk it' and 'walk it' throughout the day.

As I was getting ready for work I kept thinking about this lesson and how we need to fore go the fact that this (and many other verses) are familiar, faithful passages to us. We need to approach these kinds of verses with a eagerness to learn something new - rather than arrogantly flip them aside.
It's like drinking coffee . . . you don't stop drinking coffee just because you've already had a thousand other cups. A 'funny' side thought is that as you drink the coffee it leaves stains on your teeth. Likewise, you need to take in so much of the Word that it leaves a stain (although I prefer to say an impression) behind on your mind and your heart.
Seasoned Christian's should renew the truths of God's Word - not treat them like old callous' on our hands that have become such a part of us that we don't even remember how awesome it was when the dead skin wasn't there. We should realize that if we were to scrape the callous' off and get down to the fresh new skin we would see that it's thirsty for lotion and massage.

Well, my own callous' need to be cut away and lotion applied so I'll end by praying that the Holy Spirit renew in each of us a hunger, a thirst, a desire to take in His Word to overflowing!!!

Father, may it be so, in Jesus' name, I pray.
Amen and Amen
bo
www.anencouragersheart.blogspot.com

Comfort My People

If you've never had an opportunity to read the 40th chapter of the Book of Isaiah let me encourage you to do so. If you are seeking to know the God of the universe - the only true and living God that you serve and worship - then read Isaiah 40.

As a teaser let me share with you the journey that this chapter took me on:
Theme
Comfort my people.
Comfort them
With hearts that burn for healing, reach out to those who are hurting and in pain.
Speak tenderly
Let them know that their service is not required.
Let them know that their sins have been forgiven.
Repent
Ready them for the coming Rapture.
The Promise
People will come and people will go but God's Word will stand forever.
Go Then
Desire a heart that will say 'Here am I. Send me'.

We are directed to lift up our voice with a shout
(be louder than 10 boys!)
We are instructed not to be afraid.
We are given treasure that is to be declared . . .
HERE IS YOUR GOD:
He is power.
He brings with Him a reward
He is here to carry you close to His heart
His deeds/His abilities are beyond measure
His total love/His perfect nature are without end

WOW!!!

I pray Lord Jesus that you will allow everyone who knows you to go on their own journey with you through this book/chapter of your Word. May each of them know the fullness of who You are.
For those who say to You, 'Lord, Lord' with their lips but not with their hearts, I pray that they will have a burning desire within themselves to seek You fully.
For those who don't yet know You Lord, I pray that their eyes would be opened to see the wonders of Your Glory and in that I pray that they will surrender themselves to you.

I pray all these things through the blessed and powerful name of the King of kings - Jesus the Christ.
Amen and Amen
bo
www.anencouragersheart.blogspot.com

The Town Crier . . .

It is written in Matthew 5: 14-16 "You are the light of the world. A city that is set on a hill cannot be hidden. Nor do they light a lamp and put it under a basket, but on a lampstand, and it gives light to all who are in the house. Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works and glorify your Father in heaven."

From the time I was a little girl I did all I could to be heard. I wasn't looking to be seen - just heard. As a matter of fact, my father, God rest his soul, use to say that I was 'louder than 10 boys'. Over the years the reality of that statement has brought both tears of pain and smug acknowledgment of its truth.

Recently it seems that the Lord has provided me with ample opportunities to continue in my efforts to be heard. He has showered me with so much of His love that I just can't keep it all to myself - so out it oozes on to others. Try as I might, I just can't hold it back.

When I'm asked how I'm feeling I just can't help but to tell people that I'm blessed. When the mere mention of something good comes into a conversation I just can't help but lead people to know that God's hand print is all over it. You don't have to hit people over the head with the truth - just be willing to be fruitful!

Well, this evening as the Lord and I spent some quiet time together I began thanking Him for the boldness that He has given me lately. I thanked Him for the awesome opportunities that he's provided for me to witness to people and suddenly it occurred to me that Daddy (my earthly father) use to consider my loudness to be a bad thing . . . but Abba (my Heavenly Father) considers it something much different. He created me to be the trumpeter that I am today. He fully intended for me to be the modern day version of the Town Crier so He's thrilled with my big mouth. I'm focused and ready to go out to all the nations . . . all right, all right . . . I'm focused to go out to all the people He brings to me in this county (heeheehee) and tell them who this Jesus is that I love and who loves me.

In the Gospel of John, Jesus said . . . "for this reason I was born - for this reason I came into this world . . . to testify to the truth". I am very thankful that the Lord has allowed me to see that "for this reason I was born - for this reason I came into this world . . . to be the Town Crier - sharing the Good News of the Gospels wherever I go!!! I love being a beam of Christ's light rather than living in darkness.

I love it when I have proof that He is alive and more than just a little bit active in my life!!!

Jesus, my cup overflows with Your goodness and grace. I stand as living proof to Your promise as it is written in Matthew 25:29 "For to everyone who has, more will be given, and he will have an abundance." Help us all Lord, to be ready and to help others be ready, for your immanent return.
Hallelujah, Jesus. Thank You, Lord.
Amen and Amen.
bo
www.anencouragersheart.blogspot.com

A New Command . . .

It is written in John 13:34-35
"A new command I give you: Love one another.
As I have loved you, so you must love one another.
By this all men will know that you are my disciples,
if you love one another."

In a study I'm working on (actually it's an incredible study called The Truth Project) the teacher says . . .
"If God mentions something once, you should write it down.
If He mentions it twice, you should sit up and take notice.
If He mentions it a third time, maybe we should fall to our knees and listen."

LOVE ONE ANOTHER - 3 TIMES IN 2 CONSECUTIVE VERSES!!!

I'm not sure about you but I'm thinking that the chances are pretty good that Christ considers this to be an important subject!!

Who has Christ brought into your life that is easy to love? Go ahead, smile as you meditate for a moment. Isn't it wonderful that the Lord is so generous in allowing us the ability to recall such pleasures?
Now ask yourself who Christ has brought into your life that is a challenge to love. Think about it . . . wouldn't life be much more simple if only everyone would allow the love of Christ to enter their hearts and minds. In Christ we are a new creations. We can love AND be loved. The two meet in perfect harmony.

The bible talks about the fullness of Christ and the beauty of Christ. The joy and pleasures and treasures of Christ. When every part of my being is consumed by Him, I can do nothing but weep joyously. It is beyond description - beyond explanation - beyond reason.

I pray, through the powerful name of my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ, that the fullness of Christ would consume all those who are challenged to love and be loved.
How Great Is Our God!!!!!! Hallelujah!
Amen and Amen
bo
www.anencouragersheart.blogspot.com

A Year of Thanksgiving

Well, it's almost that time of year again . . . no, I'm not talking about Christmas . . . I'm talking about the day that is set aside as a privilege for us to give thanks to our incredibly generous God.

I LOVE giving thanks . . . so much so that last week when asked at a gathering what it was that we were most thankful for this year, I gladly raised my hand and shared my heart with everyone. I am anxious even now to share with you that the one recurring thread that was woven throughout my year - the thing that I am most thankful for - is that the Lord taught me the true meaning of Psalm 46:10 in which it is written "Be still and know that I am God".

First He pulled the plug on all the service 'projects' that I had busily gone about doing for Him.
Then, He curbed my desire to leave my house. Gone was the urge to shop, search for crafty things to create or restaurants to eat at.

Taking full advantage of these times of solitude, He then put in my possession the "The Gospel of Matthew" on DVD. I saw Jesus as I had never envisioned Him before. As I watched that recording over and over . . . and over . . . again, I grew to love Him to a degree that I had never loved Him before.

This was a year of healing . . . and prayer . . . and singing praises to His glorious name. I experienced an intimacy with Him that I can't even begin to describe. My eyes have been opened and my heart has been saturated with endless love as I've spent incredible moments of oneness with Him.

He has showered me with gifts and blessings and tenderness and mercy. In it all I have come to realize that I am not the center of all that is . . . HE IS! I have learned that I didn't have any idea - not even a clue - about how intelligent He is or how clever He is or the degree to which He desires to lavish us with His pure love.

I am so incredibly thankful to have been chosen by the Creator of the Universe to spend eternity with Him. And truly I'm blown away when I realize that His blessings here on the earth are only a faint shadow of the glory we will experience forever, with Him, into eternity.
Praise God. Thank You Jesus.
Amen and Amen
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Stuck On You . . .

Just like Paul said in Colossians 1:17 . . . He holds us together . . .
He's our Glue!
Do you want proof? . . . then go to . . . http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e4zgJXPpI4
and check out this video.

Who knew?!?!?!? How amazing - truly amazing - is that!

Lord God, I'm speechless. You've thought of EVERYTHING!
Thank You Lord for loving us so much that you embed yourself within us - literally you hold us together!
It's all about Jesus!
Hallelujah!
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Pause With Me

Have you ever heard someone make a statement that you could swear you've heard before but until now it just hasn't penetrated your consciousness? Something that makes you wonder where your head (and your heart) has been. Well, today a friend of mine made such a statement. See if you don't agree that this one is worthy of a pause in your day . . .

"I cannot be different than my Lord."

Maybe my heart is just in a state that allows for absorption right now but when I stopped to consider this statement I realized that what he was saying was that his drive, his desires, his focus, his every thought and action, all feelings, motives and attitude . . . not to mention his very will . . . must be aligned in a way that would enable him to mirror the reflection of Christ.

The implication, of course, is that daily - no, moment by moment - you must set your sights on the Only One who is worthy to be emulated!

Do you do that? Do I? Sadly, I confess, no. I don't even come close to entertaining that depth of character. What would I be like if I did? What would my life be like?

It is written in John 18:37 "For this reason I was born, and for this I came into the world, to testify to the truth." Jesus came to tell us about the Father. He came to show us the Father. It is written in John 14:9 that He told His Disciples "Anyone who has seen me has seen the Father. 12 I tell you the truth, anyone who has faith in me will do what I have been doing." Jesus was the reflection of the Father and we, in turn, are to be a reflection of Jesus .... which would seem to close up the circle of life very nicely.

He lived among thieves and prostitutes and people with their hands stretched out looking to take advantage of Him. He lived among those who rejected him and hurt Him and yet, not once, did he turn His back on those in need. He fed the hungry. He gave to the poor. He healed the sick. They were barbarically cruel to Him and yet as He hung on a cross dying He said, "Forgive them Father, for they know not what they do." Luke 23:34

What a challenge. My friend, who admittedly is not Divine but I assure you - divine - humbly seeks to walk this truth filled walk. Oh, that each of us could stand in front of our mirrors and watch our day as it passes by in memory; watching closely to see if there was a moment of our day that we were able to catch a glimpse of Christ in our reflection.

Jesus, we look to you today to kindle a desire within us, Lord, to live no differently than you. Thank You, Lord, for causing us to pause for a moment to consider the fruits that this challenge would harvest.
Amen and Amen
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Q&A on Prayer

I was listening to a Q&A session tonight that was done by Preacher/Expositor, Tim Keller. In it he was being asked about the effectiveness of prayer and one point that he made is more than worth sharing . . .
He spoke about the prayer that Jesus' mother, Mary, must have cried out to God the night of her son's crucification. Realizing that she must have said something like . . . "You can't let my son die - He has so many wonderful things left to do." Keller pointed out that "God gave Mary what she would have prayed for if she knew what He (God) knew."

And that, my friends, is what you call praying the will of the Father. Whoa! But who of us - even the very mother of Christ - could pray that prayer? Is it within our ability as humans to do? WOW - Everything that is within me knows that the prayer SHOULD be prayed - but WOW - I willingly confess that I just can't see myself doing it. Oh, the support that I would need from You, Father!

Father God, knowing that You don't give people more than they can bear it's obvious that You saw something very special within the heart of Mary. Most of us, when faced with everyday difficulties are challenged to consider doing your will rather than our own but in the extraordinary circumstances of life we become overwhelmed. Help us, Father. We CAN'T face these circumstances - great or small - without knowing of Your presence. Help us, Father, through the blessed heart of Your Son, Jesus, just as You helped Mary on that night long ago.
Amen and Amen.
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A Gift From God

From time to time when my sisters and I were little girls we would come down with typical ailments that required some special care from our mother - the nurse. In addition to giving us the medicine that helped to relieve our symptoms, she always gave us a little '5 & dime (now dollar) store' gift that would lift our spirits and help to pass the recovery time. (Paper dolls were always my particular favorite!)

Well, a couple of days ago I came down with a nasty cold. It has run it's normal course of engulfing me with fever, chills, sinus pain and yes, even nausea. I'm quite a site at this moment. Although my family has offered to get me whatever it is that I may need to help me through this, I've pretty much stayed off on my own . . . well, except for the ever present Spirit of the Lord, of course.

Well, true to His nature, a few minutes ago when I realized that it was time to take more medicine I walked over to my kitchen sink and - Praise God - there in the bush outside the window over my sink was the biggest , the fattest, the most red, male cardinal that I've ever seen. He took my breath away as I beheld him! What a wonderful gift from the Lord! You can't buy that at any store!

Isn't it just wonderful of the Lord to step in and carry on the tradition of gift giving that He put on my mother's heart so many, many years ago. She isn't with us any longer but He is . . . for it is written in Hebrews 13:5 "Never will I leave you. Never will I forsake you."

Thank You, Lord, for your never ending love!
Amen and Amen.
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The Garden Experience

It is written in Psalm 27:4 "The one thing I ask of the Lord - the thing I seek most - is to live in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, delighting in the Lord's perfections and meditating in His Temple."

This particular verse of God's love song to us stirs my very core. Think about it . . . to live in the house of the Lord ALL the days of your life. I have heard it said that the sacrifice that Christ made for us, in essence, allows us to return to the place of pure beauty and joy that Adam was banished from - the Garden of Eden. I don't know about you but in my mind the Garden of Eden is a place of perfection. A place where every need is satisfied, every desire is met. There are no dangers and there is no death. Everything you gaze upon is full of life - vibrant, colorful and pleasing to all your senses. Your thoughts would be loving. Your actions would be gentle. You would be surrounded with peace and security and you would radiate joy - pure joy.

In this Garden the Lord would dwell - co-exist - with us. We would see His perfection, hear the gentleness of His voice, feel the warmth and softness of His touch. As though it were a dose of medicine that I needed at the time, the Lord, not long ago, used a person who was praying for me to let me experience what His touch is like. As this person prayed I was convinced that if I opened my eyes I would see Christ standing there in front of me - I was convinced that it WAS Christ who was touching my hand - the warmth, the softness. The only thing I heard was my name being spoken and it was as though Christ Himself spoke it. Oh, Sweet Jesus! How glorious it is to be in your presence!!

Was it my imagination - something I conjured up at the time? No, I don't believe so. For it is not in my nature to be imaginative - a person of vision. My heart tells me that if it was something that I created from within me it would have left me as quickly as it came - but rather, the remembrance of this experience is so real to me even now, weeks later, that I am shaken by it. I am convinced of it's divine origin.

How about you? Have you walked in the Garden lately? Let me encourage you to visit the place of perfection - knock at the gate - He's there waiting to open it up for you. He wants to take your hand and give you a guided tour.

Thank You, Lord. Thank You for allowing us to gaze upon your splendor and perfection. Thank You for allowing us to spend time with You in Your Temple.
Amen and Amen.
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You Must Walk The Walk

Let me tell you about something that hit me right where I profess to walk . . . yesterday my sister came to my 'office' (but in all honesty it's nothing more than a cubbie) and in the course of our everyday chatter we began to talk about a topic that I (surprise, surprise) had an opinion about. The comment I shared wasn't necessarily wrong but the way in which I expressed it left no doubt that I threw a judgmental dagger that was meant to cut right through her.

True to her nature she backed off and in an instant, as she was quickly escaping, told me to have a nice afternoon. oops. Given her reaction I immediately considered that what I had said was inappropriate - but no - I said nothing untrue and that was that.

I recounted the episode to someone later on in the day and much to my delight (and smugness) I won an ally (which I must now admit isn't to surprising given the slant that I put on the story). A couple of times during the evening my mind drifted to the encounter. Once I even asked the Lord to forgive me if somehow He found any fault in the part that I played in the event. (at which time His eyes must have rolled back in His head!)

Fast forward to this morning when I sat quietly with the Lord. Before I knew it I was writing things down like:
Jesus isn't just loving . . . He is love.
Jesus isn't just truthful . . . He is truth.
Jesus isn't just faithful . . . He is faith.
Jesus doesn't just give hope . . . He is hope.
Jesus doesn't just give gifts . . . He is the gift.
Jesus is mercy.
Jesus is compassion.
Jesus is forgiveness.
I must have gotten His special attention because before long I was deep into an attitude of worship - loving every insightful thing that He was bringing to my mind. Before I knew it thoughts from a lesson that I'm working on came to my mind . . . God told Moses that it is wrong to lie and covet and steal and become adulterers and . . . all those things. If God wanted to, the study asked, could He now retract what He said and tell us that it's ok to do those things? NO!, we learned, for His rules weren't established just to keep us from doing those things that we want to do . . . He told us not to do those things because they go against His very nature. A sin, therefore, is anything that we do that is against His very nature . . . and something that you need to ask His forgiveness of.

Immediately I felt the Holy Spirit convicting me saying "if you speak harshly to someone you are sinning because that person wouldn't see the character of Christ in you - because the harshness is going against his very nature." WOW!!! It all seemed so clear to me at that moment. I HAD sinned! And our LIVING - LOVING God was leading me to understand that I had sinned. As I continued to write I found myself saying that in order to return to right standing with Him I must first ask my sister for forgiveness then I could ask - AND ASSUREDLY RECEIVE - forgiveness from Him. And it was at that point that the Lord lead me to remember that it is written in Matthew 5:23 "therefore, if you are offering your gift at the alter and there remember that your brother has something against you, leave your gift there in front of the altar. First go and be reconciled to your brother; then come and offer your gift."
How awesome is our God. He is so gentle when leading us to see things His way. He is alive and loving and, boy oh boy, does He have a good memory when it comes to what He has written down for us in His book!
Lord God, how truly blessed I am that you love me so much that you bring me back into right standing with you. Thank you, Lord, for opening my eyes to your goodness and for putting a desire on my heart to obey you. Thank you for a wonderful sister who is willing to overlook the shortcomings of her baby sister.
And now Lord, I once again offer you the worship that only you, my Savior, are worthy to receive. It is in Your Holy and perfect name, Jesus, that I give You all praise and honor and glory.
Amen and Amen
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What is Truth?

I have the privilege of being a participant in a program called "The Truth Project". It's presented through 'Focus on the Family', a trusted ministry that the Lord has blessed over the years as it expounds on His Word.

When a friend invited me to join his weekly gathering for 'The Truth Project' I gave it some thought but decided that it really wasn't something that I was interested in. It just seemed to be to 'deep' for me. I convinced myself that it just wasn't my cup of tea (but in hindsight I realize that more honestly put . . . I said no to the invitation because the program was outside of my comfort zone!). So anyway, Mike accepted my decision to say no and moved on.

The weeks that followed my decision brought a realization that every time I turned around the word 'truth' was popping up at me. Just as one example, a sermon at church during this time was on John 8:31 in which it is written "If you hold to my teaching, you are really my disciples. Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.". And he ended with John 8:36 in which it is written "So, if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed."

Even Mike, who would never pressure you into changing your mind, felt lead to come back and encourage me to check the program out online (at www.thetruthproject.org). Timidly I relented and for whatever reason I eventually decided to sit in on a gathering. Stubbornly I joined the group for 'Tour" #4 but honestly I have to confess that it was only after fighting with myself every inch of the way.

Well, it was then that I could see that the Lord was directing my steps because after only one "Tour" I was hooked .

I'm finding that this "Truth Project" is lifting up the Word of God and exposing the world views as lies that all of us buy into. I am so excited as I think about the possibilities of how the Lord may use this teaching in my life. Will He use it to set me free from something? Or will He use me to bring the lessons of truth to someone else and in so doing - set someone else free from a some baggage they're carrying around?

Father God, humbly I give you thanks for the work you are doing in and through my life. What an honor it is for me to consider that you may use me to bring glory to Your Name. You, and You alone, are worthy of my devotion and praises and worship. How glorious it is to know that I am one of Your chosen ones. I give You thanks through the Name that is above all names . . . the Sweet and Holy Name of Jesus.
Amen and Amen.
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A Mighty Weapon

I've heard it said that fear is the mightiest of weapons in Satan's arsenal.

The other day as I was praying for a couple of my friends who have fearful situations going on in their lives, the Lord allowed me to envisioned this thing called 'fear' as a real tool. As it was being handed over to me I was lead to realize that this tool was hot . . . so hot that I couldn't handle it without being burned.

With that image foremost on my mind I was then able to set that tool down and walk away from it. I then prayed that my friends would see their fears in the same way . . . definitely not something that they would want to pick up, hold on to and carry on their backs!

What is there to fear? It is written in Matthew 10:28 "Do not fear those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. Rather, fear the One who can destroy both soul and body in hell."

Fear (reverence) for the Lord is healthy and appropriate. Fear of anything else is a hot iron that ultimately burns those who try to seize control of it.

Lord Jesus, open our ears as you direct us to lay our fears down before you. Reassure us that You are there protecting us and guiding us. It is in Your strong Name, Jesus, that we pray.
Amen and Amen.
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What Are You Good At Doing?

What would your response be if you were asked to share with a group of people what you feel you are good at doing? Would you be the one who is good at making gardens grow? Or maybe you're someone who is good at comforting a baby after a long cry? Or, by any chance, are you one of those unique people who is good at accepting life's changes with open arms?

I truly believe that EVERYONE is good at something . . . and this weekend my friend Lee and I are hosting a Grow Group from church during which we may use this question as our ice breaker. What do you think? It has possibilities, wouldn't you agree?

My excitement for the gathering is growing as I think of this question now but will such a question serve to give us an opportunity to really get to know one another? Well, I'll test the waters by sharing with you what I feel that I'm good at doing . . . let's see, I can think of a number of things that I'm not really good at doing. Some I'm thankful to avoid (like, I'm not good at lying - which in most circles is a good thing) and some things are just beyond my own strength (like, I can't move furniture around by myself - anymore that is) but then there are some things that I wouldn't mind entertaining the thought of doing (that is - when I get up the courage). But let's see . . . at the risk of seeming boastful . . . I will share with you that the thing I do feel that I'm good at doing is sharing. I love to share. I'm even willing to share when people don't necessarily want me to (heeheehee). I love to share whatever it is that the Lord puts on my heart. That, in essence, makes me quite transparent but I'm ok with that - what you see is what you get. I'm willing to share my time, my abilities, and my experiences. I'm willing to share the books I read, the movies I watch and the songs that move my heart. But Praise God the thing I love to share more than anything else in my life if my love for Jesus.

Yes, I'm quite confident that this question would, indeed, afford us an opportunity to get to know each other better. And thankfully, it is written in Matthew 18:20 "For where two or more are gathered in my name, there am I with them." For that reason we can be sure that this Grow Group will be blessed exceedingly, abundantly more than we can ask or imagine!!!

Hallelujah Jesus!
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Truth or Consequence

There's a Women's Conference in town at the end of this month in which Alicia Britt Chole will be the speaker. The topic that she'll be presenting is called "Choices: to be or not to be a woman of God". I've been given a preview of what to expect and from what I can see all those who attend are sure to come away blessed!

Here's just one thought that she presents to her audience . . . "Every choice is a seed and every seed produces fruit". Boy, there's no arguing that truth!

Just think about it. We're in a position to make choices every day of our lives and it all starts even before we get out of bed in the morning. These choices determine our attitude, the path we will walk that day, how we'll treat others and who we'll be willing to reach out and serve. The choices we make are so far reaching that they touch and effect the lives of everyone around us . . . our family, our co-workers, the cashier at the store - even the crossing guard on the street corner.

Isn't it curious that God would allow us - His less than worthy creatures - to have control of such a firecracker? Respectfully, I have to wonder . . . what ever do you suppose He was thinking? Every choice reaps a consequence and many of those consequences go on to become challenges that we simply must accept responsibility for. Like it or not, our choices, especially those that go against God's will for our lives, often require confession and surrender of a repentant heart.

The Christmas movie "It's a Wonderful Life" comes to mind when I think of the effect that choices have on our lives. When George tells Clarence that it would have been better if he had never been born, you see how far reaching just one choice can extend into the lives of those around you. Your life can be altered - in good ways or in bad - by the choices made by your spouse, your Pastor or your doctor. It's not to hard to see how stainless the world would be if only people would make their choices based on the perfect Will of God?

Jesus is our example. He was obedient and righteous. He glowed with compassion and mercy. He chose to forgive and to love unconditionally.

Tomorrow morning, before your feet hit the floor, give thanks to the Lord for giving you yet another day to make choices that will please Him. Praise Him for the abundance of His grace. And promise Him that you will turn to Him for guidance as every opportunity of making choices comes your way. He's our only hope to make the right choice.
Thank You, Jesus.
I love You, Jesus.
Amen and Amen
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Would You Be Willing?

How is it possible, you ask, that God can save us from the sins that we've committed and yet still in himself remain righteous?

An Analogy to help explain - - - Author Unknown
An old man was brought into a courtroom, charged with stealing a loaf of bread. When the judge asked the man if the charge against him was true the old man admitted that he had, indeed, stolen the bread. But, he added, "I was hungry". The judge, who was a wise and kind man who loved people, said to the man, "I am in sympathy with you, but you have broken the law so you must pay the fine or go to jail." The old man shook his head and said, "I cannot pay the fine."

The judge then took off his robe as a judge and went down to where the man was standing. Placing his hand on the man's shoulder he said, "As your judge I had to sentence you, but as your friend I want to pay your fine for you."

It is written in John 3:16 "For God so loved the world that he gave His only Son that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life."

We are like the old man who broke the law but couldn't pay his fine. We have broken God's holy laws and we deserve to be punished but Jesus laid down His robes as our judge and came into the world that He might pay the penalty of our sins.

God loves us to much to let us pass by him but our sins demand that we can't be in the presence of a Holy and Perfect God . . . so in the cross of Christ we see how God could save us but at the same time remain righteous and holy. He has us and we have Him . . . all because of the atoning sacrifice of Christ.

Father God, I confess that there isn't a man, woman, or child on the face of this earth that I love so much that I would be willing to send one of my children to be brutalized for them as Jesus was for me. That makes the depth of your love for me so incredibly unfathomable.
It would be more than a shame if every human alive didn't confess Jesus as their Lord . . . it would be a sin.
May I prove to be part of the solution that brings everyone I know to the saving knowledge that is Your Son, Christ Jesus! Equip me, Lord, for without your help I am doomed to fail but with you, there is hope and victory!
Amen and Amen
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Dwell In The Truth

Ever since I was a little girl I've had the unfortunate tendency to be overweight. Oh, from time to time I would 'set my mind' to dieting and I'd find momentary success but, try as I might, I was never able to maintain the smaller size. So as the years passed I remember thinking that it was better to stay heavy than it was to go up and down all the time so I just went up - and stayed there!

Well, just as the Lord was about to enter my life (now there's a co-ink-e-dink in timing-NOT!) I decided that I wanted to be healthy so it was then I set out to diet - again. Much to my surprise the pounds melted off of me as though I was an ice cube in the middle of the Sahara Desert. With little or no effort on my part it just seemed to happen. I had self-control and a desire to walk off the pounds and all the answers anyone needed to be the big success that I was. God forgive me but I just thought that I was the greatest success story this side of the Mississippi . . . and I wasn't the least bit shy about telling anyone who asked me all about it. I had lost a whole person along the way so of course people remarked at the difference they saw. Some would even ask my advise - as if!

But then I noticed that even though my eating habits hadn't changed (yeah, right) the weight was beginning to come back on. Soon the added weight was making a difference in the clothes that I had been wearing. Then, of course, I told myself that IF the weight was going to pile back on anyway then I might as well eat whatever I darn well pleased - at least then there would be a good reason for the weight gain! As the weight continued to add up I was certain that any number of things besides my eating were contributing to the gain . . . menopause, thyroid malfunction, medication, yada, yada, yada. Always something other than me - my attitude - my habits - my self-centeredness.

Well, you can only imagine what the Dear Lord heard along the way from this 'BooHooBonnie'. Whine - Whine - Cry - I want - I want - I want. Let me show you how much I want. Whine - Whine, Cry again. I was nothing short of a spoiled child who was having a tantrum because I couldn't get the Lord to GIVE me what I wanted. (and I, of course, wanted no part of accountability!) I'm convinced that the louder I cried and carried on the more determined the Lord was to turn a deaf ear to my whining! (as well He should!)

Well finally - after the dust from the seemingly endless tantrum settled - the Lord lead me to realize that I was believing countless lies. And, thank God, He then laid it on my heart to believe truths NOT lies. The truth is that what matters most is who I am inside, not what size clothes I wear. The truth is that I need to listen and conform my life - my eating - around what God and God alone directs me to do. And the truth is that without Him I can try every diet out there till dooms day but I won't meet with true success unless I confess that I need Him to make a difference. I need to give Him all the honor and all the glory that He and He alone is worthy to receive.

It is written in John 14:6 "I am the Way and the Truth and the Life." And in Psalm 23:3 it is written "He restores my soul". How glorious it is to know that through Him - the Truth - I am restored! Praise God!

I promise you - I DON'T know all the answers but I can also promise you that I do know the One who IS the answer to all.

Jesus, my Way. Jesus, my Truth. Jesus, my Life.
Amen and Amen
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Define Waiting Please

Waiting on the Lord. Now there's something that doesn't quite fit me like a glove. My impetuousness is in direct contrast to waiting. As a matter of fact, I'm the one who quite often is out in front of the Lord encouraging Him to catch up with me!!

What could it mean to wait on the Lord? Surely I'm not suppose to just stand around and do nothing. As a kid I remember someone saying that "idle hands are the devils workshop" so if that's true doesn't it seem that while all this waiting is going on you're at risk of being tempted by the evil one? Ohhhhhh . . . wait a minute . . . I may have uncovered a clue. If I remember correctly, it is written in Luke 22:40 "Pray that you will not fall into temptation." So we're NOT lead to be idle as we wait on the Lord but rather faith is deepened and intimacy gained by spending that time in prayer to Him. Amazing!

So what's the first thing that you're going to talk with Him about? Are you wondering what His 'all time' favorite color is? Or . . . don't you wonder why He made cats to have such bizarre tendencies? (yes, bizarre!) Or will you simply sit at the foot of His throne and be amazed at His balance of power and tenderness?

Through this time of discovery with Him you will come to know the fullness of His perfect nature and it is then that your waiting can become a time of anticipating the wonderful things He has planned for your life. It is through this time spent with Him that you become moldable clay in the Potter's hand.

Lord Jesus, what peace - what joy there is in knowing that you desire, as I do, a bonding that will enable us to be one in Spirit - one in truth - forevermore! Mold me, Lord. I look with wondrous anticipation of what you have planned for my life. Use me, Lord to bring glory to Your Name.
Hallelujah, thine the glory.
Hallelujah, Amen and Amen.
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Dare To Be Different

Christ is no respecter of persons. Young or old - rich or poor - man, woman or child, He loves us all the same. We are the most treasured of His creations.

Those very same treasures come in every shape and size and color and attitude. Some lead lives that produce a harvest of joyous fruit while others face a real challenge to merely present themselves as pleasant or friendly or welcoming or responsive.

How about it . . . are you up for a good challenge? Seek to change places today with the Mom who was up all night with a sick child. Or rub elbows with a teenager who is ready to give up under the pressures that life presents her with. Good, you ARE up for the challenge - for now you see them through the eyes of Jesus. Now you realize that it's not about you - it's about the Jesus in you who one day came to you and said "Follow me". He didn't care that our attitude was less than charming or that we didn't measure up to what others would have us to be. He loved us to much to leave us where we were at. He overlooked all of our blemishes and just loved us.

As we attempt to walk with Jesus, how do we mirror His love for people? How do we deal with someone's 'less than welcoming attitude', their impatience or even their harsh words? Well - as strange as it sounds, in order to resemble Jesus, we overlook their blemishes and just love them. The impatient guy behind you at the supermarket - just love him. The less than charming young lady behind the counter - just love her. The co-worker who snapped at your heals this morning - just love him.

It is written in Matthew 5:13-16 "You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden. Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven."

Become the light into your own world. Just love them. As you sincerely shine your light into the darkness of their lives you are giving the Holy Spirit an opening to do His work in them . . . and you!

Let us be quick to offer our light as we meet the challenge of being IN this world but not OF this world. Let us dare to present the world with our Jesus!
Amen and Amen
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Bonnie Thy Name Is Peter

I know that God's will for our lives is for us to be more Christ-like. The journey to that destination is what you call sanctification. But while that's who we should aim to be . . . what I want to know is . . . who in the Bible do you - as a flawed, imperfect person - most closely relate yourself to?

The title of this posting gives me away - just call me Impetuous Peter. Oh my, to be impetuous. A trait which I refuse to call a character flaw - it's merely a part of me that needs a little polishing. But honestly, if the truth be told, the worldly side of me would just as soon leave it unpolished - that way I get to do what I want to do - when I want to do it - with whom I want to do it . . . within reason, of course! Without polish I would never have to stop . . . and listen . . . and wait . . . and wait . . . and did I mention wait on the Lord? You can bet that when I get something in my head there's little that can hold me back from doing it. In the work force that's often a good thing but when it comes to any number of other things, I can get myself in trouble real fast!

I'm encouraged by the fact that the Lord made Peter such a strong individual - a spokesman and leader (yep, the one who jumped out of the boat to walk on water! Mt 14:29).
I'm comforted when I see that the Lord wanted him close at his side (privy to Jesus' transfiguration Mt 17:1).
I sob when I recognize the grace God granted him after his denial of Christ (Thank You, Lord Jn 21:15-17).

And while I know that my ultimate goal is to be Christ-like . . . not Peter-like . . . even to walk in Peter's shoes will be a step up from those I'm wearing.

Our sanctification is quite a journey. I only pray that when my journey is at its end people will forgive my impetuousness as they have Peter's. What a delightful 'co-ink-e-kink' that the topic of study for the new quarter in my Sunday School Class is going to be Acts, to which the Apostle Peter is so closely tied.

Thank You, Jesus, for using the Apostle Peter as an example for me to know, without a doubt, that you are willing . . . to be patient and loving and faithful and forgiving. . . of me. I pray that I too will be willing to walk on water when you tell me to "come"(Mt 14:29).
Amen and Amen
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The Power of Purpose

Has God wired you to be driven by purpose? He has me. Without it I'd be hard pressed to get out of bed in the morning or to focus on anything other than the arthritis that's fusing my joints together.

In my opinion, life without purpose seems meaningless. Facing a day without it seems like hopelessness waiting to happen. Actually, I'm unashamed to confess that it was because of this thing called purpose that I finally asked Christ into my life.

I had been a single mom for 20+ years and during that time I chose to live for my children - totally, completely, utterly. In my mind that kind of sacrifice seemed only right since a single parent family was NOT part of the dream their dad and I had envisioned for them when they were welcomed into this world. (Ah, the power of guilt!)

As you might imagine, when my children grew in age and independence their departure from the nest was nearly more than I could endure. I felt completely empty. Although I had sisters who were willing to be there for me I convinced myself that the heart and soul of who I was, was gone . . . I didn't have a husband - I didn't have my children - I didn't have friends - I was sure that no one needed me and no one wanted me.

And it was there - at the end of myself - that I found my Savior.
He promised me that He would never leave me.
He promised me that HE created me with a purpose and for a purpose.
And praise God, He promised me that I would NEVER be empty again.

How glorious it is to be encompassed by such love.
How wonderful it is to be confident of His faithfulness.
How truly blessed I am to be filled - forever - to overflowing!

Lord Jesus, may You know that my love and gratitude to You for choosing me is beyond expression and may I bring You pleasure as I live every day to fulfill the purpose You created for me in this life.
Amen and Amen
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Grace Grace God's Grace

No Sweeter Thing. Totally Undeserved Favor.

In the peace of the morning, whether in sunshine or clouds
God's grace is all around as I listen to the birds sing
And view the beauty of the colors outside my kitchen window
To know His promises brings hope for the day
To experience His faithfulness is mind boggling.
How is it that He can love me unconditionally?
How is it that He can be so very patient with me?
I am so extremely blessed to serve a living God who is so powerful
so holy, so merciful, so completely perfect.
Thank You, Lord, for allowing me to experience your peace.

Loving -------
Strong yet gentle
Trustworthy
Honest
Faithful
Comforting
Protective
Reassuring
Wise
Loving -------

Unconditional - Everlasting Love
That's what drives Him.
That's what sustains us.

He graces us with HOPE.

Lord, I give you thanks as I praise Your Holy Name.
Jesus - Jesus - Jesus
Amen and Amen.
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Woo & Seek Him

FASTING . . . There are many references to it in the Bible. As a matter of fact, it is written in Matthew 9:14 "Then the disciples of John came to Him, saying, "Why do we and the Pharisees fast but Your disciples do not fast?" And Jesus said to them, " Can the friends of the bridegroom mourn as long as the bridegroom is with them? But the day will come when the bridegroom will be taken from them, and then they will fast." So Jesus tells us that we are to fast.

Please note, if you are unable to abstain from eating food, be creative in your obedience . . . try fasting from watching TV or spending time on your computer, or whatever else you might do on a regular basis.

There are many reasons to fast, but in every case we deny the physical for the spiritual. Probably the most incredible reason is just so you can love on God. You deny your own wants and provide for His. You seek Him as you're set apart for pure and holy living. And your heart is warmed as you find ways to lavish Him with incredible love!

But first thing first . . .
In preparation, seek to be equipped with the full Armor of God! This is very important since the evil one surely won't appreciate your efforts to live in Holiness with the Living God.
Then, during the fast . . . woo and seek the Lord;
Communicate and deepen your relationship with Him;
ENJOY HIM;
Take time for confession and ask for forgiveness;
Seek to study the Scriptures He leads you to;
Make time for devotional reading;
Sing praises and worship Him;
Listen - Be still and know that He is God;
Record ideas, insights, directions and instructions He gives you;
Use hunger pangs as a trigger to give thanks and pray;
And remember . . . "man does live by bread alone!"

Your motive is key. Your utmost desire must be to pursue God - not personal gain. God knows your heart so seek Divine intervention as you embark on the fast. Fasting humbles you before the Lord and allows you to focus on what is important to God.

Holy Jesus, Thank You, Lord, for giving us a direct connection to Your heart. Let us love You Lord, with the everlasting love that we've learned from You. And at the end of our day, may we be found worthy of being called one of Your Beloved.
Amen and Amen
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Be Honest - Wouldn't You Be Fearful?

A time of trial/testing/temptation quite often follows a mountaintop experience. So read about the birth of Jesus in The Gospel of Luke . . .
a definite mountaintop experience if ever there was one.
Now read how when Jesus was 8 days old, Mary and Joseph took Him to the temple to be dedicated. There they saw a man named Simeon who told Mary that because of her son, a sword would pierce her very soul . . truly a time to gather fear if there ever was one - wouldn't you agree? A time of trial / testing / temptation? Oh, yeah!
Q. HOW IN THE WORLD COULD MARY WITHSTAND AND OVERCOME THE FEAR OF WHAT WAS PREDICTED?
A. ONLY BY THE AMAZING GRACE OF GOD!
And we, like Mary, can expect that same grace when we trust in the Lord. When we come to know his promises. When we arm ourselves with the sword of His Spirit (which is His Word) for
IT IS WRITTEN - IT IS WRITTEN - IT IS WRITTEN!!!

Help me, Lord, to live in the present - not looking regrettably in the past - not looking unsuredly to the future. Help me to ENJOY the journey knowing that Jesus is preparing my way.

NOTE TO SELF: Remember. . .
"You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all of your heart." Jer 29:13
"I know the One in whom I trust, and I am sure that He is able, to guard that which I have entrusted to Him until the day of His return."
2 Tim 1:12
"For I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord, plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope."
Jer 29:11

All Hail to the Prince of Peace.
Amen and Amen
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How Is That Possible?

It is written in John 15:9 "I have loved you even as the Father has loved me." Jesus loves us as the Father loves Him. Jesus loves us as the Father loves Him. Jesus loves me as the Father loves Him. Jesus loves ME as the FATHER loves HIM. Jesus - the only one who is good enough - holy enough - worthy enough. Jesus - The only one who is WORTHY enough to receive love directly from God - directly from the source of all love - that same Jesus loves me to the same degree that the very source of love - the direct source - loves Him. HALLELUJAH!!! John 15:9 "I have loved YOU even as the FATHER has loved ME." Jesus - my provider Jesus - my comforter Jesus - my husband Jesus loves me as though I were holy and perfect and worthy. Because of that kind of love I am in His tender care. Because of that kind of love I am adorned by Him. Because of that kind of love I am guarded & directed & guided & taught as a beloved child. Because of that kind of love I am cared for as you would care for a child who is helpless and dependent and in need of loving arms to hold me and protect me and correct me and look into my eyes and adore me. Because of that kind of love He loves me as though I was an innocent child - WITHOUT fault. Because of that kind of love He loves me as though I was a youngster who He wants to spend time with so He can teach me how to live life. (like a father teaches his children to fish and toss rocks across a pond - enjoying simple peaceful yet exciting things that will develop a quietness in their spirit) Because of that kind of love He loves me as a young person who is discovering who they are. He watches as a parent does - hoping that their child will live in peace and joy. Because of that kind of love He love me as a husband loves his wife - seeking fulfillment. He loves me - He loves me - HE LOVES ME with all goodness in His heart. He loves me all the while hoping that in return I will love Him. . . . and IF I am blessed enough to even consider accepting and returning this love He has His arms stretched opened wide for me to run into - to be consumed by that love . . . by that life . . . pure life . . . that comes from the VINE! The connection is complete - never to be severed. Just as you can never be completely removed from your earthly parents (for it is because of them that you exist) you can also never be disconnected from the one who provided that life through your human parents. THANK YOU LORD - - - Thank you Lord for this time together. You are amazing. You are generous. It is right that the Father loves you for you are worthy of that love but for you to love me - in my imperfect, corruptive state is even greater. How can you do it? - - - it is beyond my comprehension to fathom that kind of unconditional love. I don't understand it - but I thank you for it, Lord. Thank you for being a God that is beyond my ability to comprehend. Amen and Amen. Hallelujah! ALL PRAISE AND HONOR AND GLORY TO YOU, MY GOD AND MY KING. Forevermore. bo

Consider This . . .

"What you focus on ultimately consumes you."
--- Darrell Scott, father of slain Columbine Student Rachel Scott

"You will never change until the pain of staying the same is greater than the pain of change."
--- Unknown

We struggle with fears, hurts, baggage and burdens . . . but I'm here to tell you that victory IS possible. And the freedom is, oh, SO extraordinary. Victory thy name is Jesus! No one but Jesus has the power to overcome. All Glory is His and His alone.

Hallelujah to the Prince of all peace. The Great Warrior! Powerful and Mighty!
Amen and Amen
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What's Your 'Signature' Verse?

Do you have a 'signature' verse of scripture that you claim as 'your own'? A verse that God has brought you back to time and time again? Yep, me too. Mine is Romans 12:2 "Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the newing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is - His good, pleasing and perfect will."

This verse has relieved many a fear.
It has dried many a tear.
And many a time it has been used to set me back upon the Rock.

And it's amazing to me that He continues to use it over and over again . . . well, I guess what I should be more amazed about is that He NEEDS to use it over and over again. Oh, the distractions of this world! But thankfully, the mere thought of Him saying "Follow Me" brings me back into His loving arms.

I watched the last part of the Matthew DVD again tonight. The final scene depicts Jesus waving us on to follow Him. I sob as it ends - I want to cry out "Come back . . . don't go!" That's when I feel Him tap me on the shoulder and say to me just as he did in Matthew 28:20 "surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age." Oh, Praise You, Jesus!

Who of us can't take comfort in that? How glorious. How comforting. That is the source of true peace for each of us!!! Thank You, Jesus. Thank You, Lord.
Amen and Amen
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At Loose Ends?

Not sure what scripture to read today?
Let me suggest to you that when you're at loose ends . . .

Praise Him - for as the song says "It's amazin' what praisin' can do"
Psalm 117
"Praise the Lord, all you nations;
extol Him, all you peoples.
For great is His love toward us,
and the faithfulness of the Lord endures forever.
Praise the Lord."

Psalm 108:3-5
"I will praise you, O Lord, among the nations;
I will sing of you among the peoples.
For great is your love, higher than the heavens;
your faithfulness reaches to the skies.
Be exalted, O God, above the heavens,
and let your glory be over all the earth."


Worship Him - for worthy is the Lamb
Psalm 29:1-2
Praise the Lord, you angels;
praise the Lord's glory and power.
Praise the Lord for the glory of His name;
worship the Lord because He is holy.

James 4:8
"Come near to God, and God will come near to you."

Psalm 95:6
"Come, let's worship Him and bow down.
Let's kneel before the Lord who made us"

Romans 12:1
"Therefore, I urge you, brothers, in view of God's mercy, to offer your bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God - this is your spiritual act of worship."

Amen and Amen
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Look Out World - Here We Come!

Mercy and Self-centeredness . . . never the two shall meet.

I have the privilege of knowing a young lady from church (httd://nursedesiree.blogspot.com) who will be leaving in about 4 days for Liberia, Africa to serve as a Registered Nurse on a Mercy Ship. (www.mercyships.org).

The Lord has put her on my heart so I was compelled to check out what she will experience. Merely watching the videos from the ship's website left me speechless. It's amazing to see the needs that are so extensive and yet personally know someone who is willing to make a difference. I am overwhelmed and begin to question the insignificance of my own little world. My 'knee jerk' reaction is to think . . . why aren't we all going with her to do our part? How can we just sit back knowing that the need is so great?

But whether it's in Africa or in our own home town, wherever there are people, the world is full of needs. My heart cries out - WHY - but then I was lead to read where it is written in John 9:1-3, 6 "Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he was born blind? Neither, said Jesus, but this happened so that the work of God might be displayed in his life. Then He spit on the ground, made some mud with saliva, and put it on the man's eyes."

Seldom do we understand completely the suffering that goes on around us. How often it seems to much to manage so we turn away from it and allow only our own lives to consume us. Little do we realize that it is then that our fruit becomes self-centeredness. But not Jesus. Despite the many needs around Him, He was willing to be part of the solution. Just like my friend, Desiree, Jesus reached out and did what God gave Him the power to do. Sometimes it was one person at a time - sometimes it was 5,000 people all at once - but ALWAYS God equipped Jesus so that His glory was on display!!

So how do WE take steps to 'make a difference'? How do we bring the glory of God into the world outside the boundaries we've set up? Well, maybe it's to financially support people like Desiree who will step out and serve countless people on the Mercy Ship or maybe it's merely checking in on a neighbor who is struggling with loneliness. Our part is to make ourselves available. Ask God to prepare your heart to reach out to someone. Ask Him to provide you with knowledge of the needs that are beyond the picket fence that surrounds your life. Ask Him to bring people like Desiree into your life so that you can show others that He loves us to much to leave us where we are today.

It is written in Matthew 28:18 "Go, therefore, and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age."

Yes, Lord. Yes, Lord. Yes, Yes, Lord!!!
Amen and Amen
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Lunch Anyone?

Have you ever had something that 'sticks in your craw'? Big or small it just begins to eat away at you and all the while resentment and animosity are building up.

Recently I allowed this sort of thing to happen to me. The reason for it isn't important but my feelings were hurt and although I didn't want it to, it was really getting under my skin.

In an attempt to lighten my burden I invited the Lord to go to lunch with me. It was a warm day so we sat in the gazebo near my work and we talked as the city bustled around us. I confessed to Him that I was a living example of Romans 7:18, for just like the Apostle Paul, "I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out." I assured Him that I didn't want to let the offense become baggage but my feelings were hurt.

With that said He reminded me that it's not about me. It's about Him. (Oh, how I wish I didn't need to be reminded of that!) He allowed me to understand that not only did He share my pain of the 'offense' but He was also in pain because the offenders were outside of His will for their lives. He, unlike me, took on the pain of both the offender and the offended!

Well, that certainly put a different light on the situation. All of a sudden my hurt feelings were inconsequential. What if they don't confess and ask for forgiveness? Does He hurt until the end of all time? WOW . . . It really IS about Him!!

Compassionately, He then reminded me that I was offended by humans - just like me! He gave me reason and strength to forgive them from my heart. How glorious it is that I have someone who I KNOW I can turn to. Someone who will never offend me, or hurt me, or leave me wanting. How truly blessed I am!!!

Holy Jesus, I give You praise for how truly incredible You are. Lord, how I wish I could begin to realize all the burdens that You carry because of me. I am so thankful that You would allow me the privilege of seeing the fullness of this situation from Your eyes. Thank You for allowing me the opportunity to offer the offenders up to You in prayer rather than present them to You for punishment. Oh, that I would realize how truly great You are.
Amen and Amen
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Plenty Enough

My father was as honest as the day is long. He had integrity, he was a hard, hard worker and above all he loved his 'girls'. My mother ALWAYS 'robbed Peter to pay Paul' but I can't ever remember a time when we went without the necessities of life.

My two older sisters and I had only 16 months between each of us so when I came along, Daddy, who by then was nearly 42 years old, named me 'Plenty Enough'. From the onset I declared myself to be the 'unwanted' child - the one destined for hand-me-downs and love that I had to fight for.

I believe that Daddy saw my eldest sister as an introvert and because of that she found a special place in his heart as he set out to protect her from the world. My other sister was, and still is, very smart so I'm sure that Daddy knew that she would do well as she ventured through life (and thank You, Lord, she has).

I was the mouthy one. As he attempted to quiet me, Daddy use to say, "She's louder than 10 boys". In addition to this charming attribute I was also known for my bullheadedness, and if you look in the dictionary under the word stubborn, you'll see my picture! For years Daddy called me "Little Martha", a 'not so fond' reference to an Aunt who was never able to charm him. He loved to 'get my goat' - 'rile my feathers' - 'make my fur fly' . . . call it what you will, I didn't take to kindly to it so I was determined that he wasn't going to get the 'best' of me - an unfortunate side effect of the 'gift' of bullheadedness.

Not long after Daddy died my marriage of 10 years ended. I'm glad that he was spared the pain that I know he would have felt right along with me. After what I've already mentioned you might wonder why I cared at all whether or not his heart would have hurt along with mine but you see, despite the way in which I chose to depict life, it really wasn't that way at all. And it was only by the Grace of God that I was given insight and discernment to realize that my thinking was wrong. It was only by that precious Grace that I have been able to forgive him for his humanness and in doing so our relationship has been reconciled-even unto death. It is through that very forgiveness that the Lord has not only brought me freedom from the lies that I believed for 50 years . . . but He gave me back the love of my Daddy.

But the best part was yet to come . . . for you see when I was able to once again love my Daddy, I was free also to love my Father. My Abba. Recently as I was crying out to the Lord - worshiping Him for all that He is to me, I heard myself say to Him . . . You are enough - You are plenty enough. And with that the full circle of my life was complete.

How about you? Do you need help to forgive someone? I promise you that if He can move the mountain that I built up over the years, He can help you do the same. It is written in Matthew 19:26 "With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible" so why not go and ask Him to help you pour out the forgiveness that you so desperately need to give. Allow Him to restore love in your heart and bring you to a place where you realize that He is 'Plenty Enough'.
THANK YOU JESUS!!!
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"Follow Me"

It is written in Matthew 9:9 "As Jesus went on from there, he saw a man named Matthew sitting at the tax collector's booth. "Follow Me," he told him, and Matthew got up and followed him."

I have a DVD* that is a reenactment of the word for word account of the Gospel of Matthew (which, by the way, I HIGHLY recommend). In the scene that depicts Jesus calling Matthew to follow Him, Jesus approaches the table where Matthew is working. He leans down so as to be eye to eye with Matthew and in a soft, drawing voice He says to him "Follow Me". I have watched this DVD countless times - I put it on in my kitchen and just let it play as I'm going about my day - but I have NEVER been able to get past this part without coming to a complete halt of my busyness. I don't know if it's the look on Jesus' face, or the tone of His voice, or His willingness to bend down to be at Matthew's level but without fail I melt.

Now I've gone back and checked and there are a good number of times in the Gospels that the words 'follow me' appear. But the Lord has allowed this particular encounter to melt my heart. Maybe you would melt when Jesus drew James and John away from their father with those same words. Peter and Andrew were working hard in a smelly fishing boat when they were called - maybe that would tug at your heart but the truth is, no matter who we are or where we are in life, Christ wants to reach into your day and say "Follow Me".

WAIT . . . before you rush away thinking this posting isn't speaking to you because you've already accepted the invitation to follow Christ, consider that His words are more than just an initial invitation. I believe that in these words He is saying to even us, His beloved followers - in our busy day - "Follow Me".

"Follow Me" as you're making decisions.
"Follow Me" as you're disciplining your children.
"Follow Me" as you talk to friends on the phone.

The most important step you'll ever take is to ask Christ into your life but that's not where it ends. Each and every step you take must continue to be in His direction. Listen throughout your day for that 'still soft voice' that says "Follow Me" and do as Matthew did . . . no matter the cost, follow Him.

Thank You, Lord Jesus, for giving us every reason to believe that You are with us always - drawing us ever closer to Your side. Open our ears so that we hear Your voice as you call us to follow You. Melt our hearts so that we willingly seek Your will for our lives!

*DVD info: The Visual Bible - Matthew
www.visual-bible.com
Purchased at Arrowhead Parable Bookstore
I have a loaner copy that I'd love to share with you . . . ask and ye shall borrow!
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Only By the Grace of God

I have been a mother for thirty years now. Twenty seven of those years I've been 'on my own'. Yes, I've been single all those years but before you start feeling sorry for me let me stop you . . . I assure you that there are blessings - there is a silver lining. For instance, God rest my mother's soul, she use to give me gifts for both Mother's Day AND Father's Day. And . . . I got the choice of whether I wanted to sit at the head of the table (which is normally Dad's throne) or I could sit on the other end where I could jump up when someone needed extra butter for their bread. I had the best of both worlds.

Oh, don't get me wrong. There were tough times. Like when decisions needed to be made . . . or when both kids were sick at the same time . . . or when little minds needed a reminder of the importance of respecting their mother. A challenge - yes - but, oh, the long ranged rewards that are mine.

Let me illustrate what I mean . . . you will remember from a prior posting (Unspeakable Love) that an important day was recently celebrated in our family. When I spoke to my son about it that day the words that he said will fill me with joy long after I leave this earth. He told me "when I realized what the date was today I told the guys . . . I'll be getting a call later from my mom". I mention that not to highlight the fact that I love talking to him - but because of how it blessed me. He knew - he KNEW that I would call and share in his joy - his accomplishment. He knew that I wouldn't forget. This makes the 'tough' times all worth while. The victory wasn't that I did it - the victory was that God planted gratitude and respect and security and trust in his heart. I couldn't demand it. I couldn't buy it. In order to earn it I had to allow God to work in and through me.

Yesterday, my daughter called. She was stranded. Life was presenting her with a challenge of great magnitude. The prayers went up. The peace reigned down. What a joy it is that it doesn't matter how old they get . . . they still need mom.

It is written in Psalm 23:5 "You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows." I know who fills my cup to overflowing. I pray that Dad will someday come to the same saving knowledge that has so richly blessed my life. He won't ever be able to recover what has been lost over the years but, oh, what richness he would have in his new found treasure!

Thank You, Jesus. Your love and faithfulness leaves me speechless.
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It's True - You DO Reap What You Sow

As I attempt to give encouragement through this blogging, I richly receive that same encouragement back so I need to take a moment and give thanks . . .

• First of all, for the hand of God on these blogs. I know that He is rising up within me and moving my fingers as I work through the postings. I can promise you that I have no knowledge of His truths - no wisdom to pass on - no talents and insights apart from HIM. I praise Him and give Him my heartfelt gratitude for the work He is doing in and through me.
• Now I would like to thank all of you for your kindness and support of this blogging. I can't even begin to tell you how much your encouragement means to me. Prayerfully, with the grace that God affords me, I will do my best to . . . as it is written in Matthew 13:8 "produce a crop that is thirty, sixty, and even a hundred times as much as had been planted'.

Thank You, Jesus.
And thanks to all of you. May God richly bless you for the love that you so willingly share.
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Size 9 B

One of the most heartwarming qualities I find in a person is compassion. In my eyes, someone who is blessed with a heart of compassion stands out from the crowd. Truly this is a supernatural - spiritual gift from God.

Compassion isn't pity. Compassion is a willingness to wear someone else's shoes even though they're the wrong size. Even though you run the risk of developing blisters.

It is written in Luke 7:11-17 that when Jesus encountered a funeral procession for a widow's only son "His heart overflowed with compassion. "Don't cry!" He said. Then He walked over to the coffin and touched it."

Why is it that Christ was the walking epitome of compassion? Wasn't His day filled with plans of His own? Wouldn't the distraction be inconvenient? Didn't He realize that there were countless other people who were expecting Him to address their needs?

This story is short enough to whisk through quickly but stop. Put yourself there. Sit down by the side of the road and watch as the procession is approaching. Take your shoes off and offer to put on those of one person who is there. Maybe try on those that are being worn by this young man's best friend. Or better yet, ask God to give you the courage that He gave Christ to wear those worn by the grieving mother.

Look into the eyes of the mother yes, but look too into the eyes of Christ as He encountered this woman. Can you see that His heart is overflowing into His eyes? A mere touch was enough to bring about unspeakable joy. And this is the very same compassion that He willingly extends to each of us!

We all live such busy lives. Family demands. Work, school, relationships. There's no doubt about it, our shoes have high mileage on them but consider how different the widow's life would have been if Christ had not taken the time to give her relief from the shoes she was wearing.

Compassion demands your time and attention but remember also that compassion is a gift from God. One that never fails to bless both the one whose heart receives it and the one whose heart gives it.

Thank You Father for the life giving truth that is ever present in the life that Jesus lived. We come to you now, Abba, seeking 'opportunities' and strength to encounter the life Your Son epitomized. In Your time and with Your power we are willing.
Amen and Amen
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Teach & Learn With Willing Hearts

In verses 3-5 of the second chapter of a letter that the Apostle Paul once wrote to his trusted assistant, Titus, it is written "Teach the older women to live in a way that honors God. They must not slander others or be heavy drinkers. Instead, they should teach others what is good. These older women must train the younger women to love their husbands and their children, to live wisely and be pure, to work in their homes, to do good, and to be submissive to their husbands."

I am so excited that a friend of mine is putting the finishing touches on a fall class at church which centers around this verse in God's Word. Appropriately, it will be called, "Titus 2 Women".

Looking back I can see that the most influential woman in my life was my mother. She passed away several years ago now but it is she that I most often quote and it is her teachings that I refer to more than any others. She didn't walk on water or glow like an angel but her teachings were rooted in love and at any given moment she willingly gave of herself to others. And as I've confessed on many occasions . . . the older I get - the smarter she gets!

I believe that each of us - no matter what our age - is to share with other women the truths of God, tenderizing their hearts with His love. We are to be examples, yes, but even more. We are to offer our testimonies so as to develop and deepen their faith. We are to express joy and hopefulness as a means of heightening their desire to be with the Lord. We are to teach purity as a means of ensuring peace within their souls. We are to be mirror images of the incredible compassion and mercy that is Jesus. Selfless. Obedient. Sacrificial.

I am old enough to be able to offer the experience that comes from having made mistakes. But at the very same time I am also young enough to be hopeful to learn new things that will ensure my future growth and continued closeness with Christ.

What an honor it is to grow older and more hopeful for His return!!!
Let us prepare an army of women who are hopeful for His return.
Let us all be found worthy when He arrives!

Come Lord Jesus!
Amen and Amen
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Beyond the Shadow of a Doubt

As millions of other people can concur, the hand of God was on Rick Warren when he wrote the book 'The Purpose Driven Life'. After reading it a few years ago I invested in a second copy for the sole purpose of loaning it out. The motive to my 'madness' isn't noble or inventive - I'm just anxious for everyone to know, beyond the shadow of a doubt, that it's not about us - IT'S ABOUT GOD!

The sun rises and our world is new again every day. We're given another chance to get it right, to make a difference, to bring His love to others. All for His purposes.

And it is written in Hebrews 12:1 "Let us run with endurance the race God has set before us."

He created each and every one of us. There had to be a reason. And the Good News is that there is a reason - we are here to bring glory to His name as He brings people to the saving knowledge that is His Son, Christ Jesus.

We have an 'opportunity' (there's that exciting word again!) to be a part of His plan. To be His hands and His voice and a shadow of His presence within us. May people see Him when they look at us. And may we come to realize how very simple life can be when we live our lives knowing, beyond a shadow of a doubt, that it's not about us - IT'S ABOUT GOD.

Thank You, Lord Jesus, for the honor of serving You for Your purposes.
May I be strengthened for the ultimate in surrender and humility.
May I be found worthy, on the day of Your return, to be part of Your eternal plan.
Amen and Amen
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I've Earned This Chip . . . NOT!

Did you know that it is written in 1 Corinthians 13:5 that "Love keeps no record of wrongs".

Yep. Read it for yourself. We are expected - expected - to put our pens down and slip our tally sheets away in a drawer so that we aren't tempted to keep track of the things people do that hurt us or offend us. We are expected to love them as much as we love ourselves. Grudges and attitudes, revenge and retaliation are all out of the question. WOW!

If your spirit is anything like mine, you have to wonder how in the world that could be possible. They've offended me - how could I willingly put it all behind me . . . and act like nothing has happened? I have every right to have an attitude toward them. I've earned this chip on my shoulder.

But we're told in the 'Love Chapter' that we don't have that right. We've read time and time again in the Word that JESUS paid the price that takes away any right that we now claim as our own. If anyone has earned the right to repay someone for the hurts and offenses that came against Him it would be Jesus. I heard a preacher once mention that if he were Jesus, he would have knocked on Pilate's door on Easter morning. I confess that I have to agree, but not our God. He took the punishment - our punishment - willingly! He didn't show any signs of having an attitude. He was beaten and rejected and still He asked the Father to forgive their actions. He was compassionate and merciful. Thank God that the stripes on His back are greater than the chip on my shoulder!!!!!

We have so much to learn and although it won't be easy, oh, how the blessings will flow if we willingly allow an obedient spirit to rule! Do yourself a favor . . . walk the hill of Golgotha and when you reach the top, place your hurts and offended attitudes at the foot of His Cross - then turn and walk away from them. You have no ownership rights to them so leave them there.

Lord Jesus, please help me, Lord. I'm not strong enough to take on this challenge alone. My nature is to fight back with meanness and cruelty. I ask you, Holy Spirit, to give me the strength to lay this down at Your cross and walk away empty handed.

And there is victory in Jesus for it is written in John 8:31 "If you hold to my teaching, you are really my disciples. Then you will know the truth and the truth will set you free."

Oh, thank You Lord, for Your never ending promises that unite us forever.
Amen and Amen
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Opportunity

I have felt for days now that the Lord keeps drawing me to the word 'Opportunity'.

God rest my mother's soul - she always use to say 'M.Y.O.B.' (which you KNEW meant 'Mind Your Own Business') so with that being the general rule around our house I don't normally have much in the way of a curious nature but I must confess that the Lord has stirred something up in me . . . with a mere word! He's given me an air of anticipation. What in the world could He be up to?

As I listen for the soft whisper of His voice I wonder if He has something new in store for me. One of those 'open' doors you're always hearing people talk about.

• Maybe he has a new friend that He wants me to connect with.
  
• He couldn't want me to reach out to an unfriendly person could He?
  
• Maybe it's that He has a small child who needs the touch of my tender heart.
  
• Maybe it's a chance to stand up and tell someone in my world about Him.
  
• Could it be that He wants me to offer compassion to someone who is struggling with a challenge that I've already faced?
  
• Oh heavens, could it be that He wants to stretch me out beyond my area of comfort?
  
• Holy cow - could I be the next President of the United States? (syke - just checking to see if you're paying attention!)
  

With all kidding aside, I have to admit that I'm excited. Even the word - opportunity - lifts your spirits. Rarely do you think of the word 'opportunity' while thinking of the word 'hardship'. No, 'opportunity' gives your spirit a chance to expect something good, or rich. Something encouraging, or a step up.

Oh, I love this word. Living with it drives you to think of positive things. I can see myself checking around the bend or into the next doorway to see, with excitement, what might be waiting for me there. Never would you be looking over your shoulder for an 'opportunity'.

Now, don't get me wrong . . . I'm not one of those 'freaky' people who love it when their piece of cheese gets moved. Noooope, not me! When my piece of cheese gets moved I'm the quiet mouse in the corner wondering when my comfort level is going to return.

But when the Lord Himself gives you the word 'opportunity' it's different. Knowing His nature - His goodness - His compassion - His desires . . . well, you're just so sure that you'll be safe and secure and blessed because you know that you're in His hand - no matter what the 'opportunity' is that He has for you.

May my ears be opened to hear your voice Lord. May my heart be softened to share your compassion. May the baggage I carry contain gems to be lavished on someone rather than boulders to weigh me down.

It is written in Matthew 9:9 "Jesus said, Follow Me, and Matthew got up and followed Him."
Oh, YES, Lord. I will follow You anywhere - anytime!!!!!!!!!!!!

. . . to be continued!! I'll keep you 'posted'. HA! (get it - posted/postings - never mind - remnants from yesterday's humor!)
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Postscript to yesterday's meltdown

More laughter filled the air at my house this morning when the Lord reminded me that I was the one who had been asking Him for awhile now if we could present a blog posting that was humorous in nature. Just for something different - ya know, variety in the postings! (how naive am I?!)

Once again it's been proven - be careful what you ask for ladies!!
Thank You, Lord!
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Sorry guys, this one's for the gals

If this blog is to be real . . . if it is going to help ANYONE . . . it has to come from my heart and today my heart (and the rest of me) wasn't holding up very well to the daggers of menopause!

For quite some time I have been determined that I was NOT going to be one of those women who allowed the craziness of menopause to affect my life. Noooope - not me.
(note: it's painful to admit but a beloved friend of mine - or at least HE use to be - once told me that the best way to make God laugh is to tell Him that you have a plan for your life!)

So, ok, maybe . . . well probably - ALL RIGHT - ALL RIGHT, DEFINITELY, menopause HAS it's claws in me but that gives me freedom to admit that I'm enjoying - if ever so slightly - the craziness!

Today's melt down on Menopause Lane started out innocently enough as a friend and I caught a matinée of the new musical out called "Mama Mia". (funny . . . the reviews never included a warning that said that menopausal women were to enter at their own risk!) Anyway, I don't want give to much of the movie away just in case you want a chance to see the trigger scenes for yourself so I'll just say that there was a scene where the heart of a mother is exposed as she helps her only daughter get dressed for her wedding (need I elaborate!) and then on to the end of the movie when romance abounds. And that's all it took to snap the menopausal woman who is blessed with 27 years of singleness AND who is a hopeless romantic! Upon exiting this fine film the tears of menopause began to fall and it wasn't until the Lord used humor that those tears finally dissipated.

Whether it's puberty or menopause - male or female - it's amazing what crazy thoughts go through your head when hormones are in control! Case in point - - - 'I know that He's God and He didn't ask my opinion - but man . . . from my vantage point I just have to say . . . the heart of a hopeless romantic in the body of a person blessed with singleness . . . NOT a good mix!'
(respectfully submitted, of course!)

But OH, THANK YOU LORD FOR . . .
. . . Psalm 23 !
. . . Psalm 30:11-12 !
. . . AND Psalm 30:5!!! Hallelujah !

Do you ever think about God has having humor? Being playful? No? Well need I remind you that we were made in His image! And no one will ever convince me that He doesn't at least chuckle a little when He sees how far we'll go before we admit that we're NOT in control!!!

Thank You Lord for giving us the healing power of humor!!
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Who Am I ?

Not long after I asked Christ to come and dwell within me I went through an identity crisis. I felt an overwhelming need to figure out who I was. The following is the journey that the Lord lead me on to discover the truth . . .

Well, let's see . . .
I am the daughter of the King of kings and the Lord of lords.
but I'm also the daughter of my earthly parents . . .
and I'm the (baby) sister to my siblings . . .
and I was a wife . . .
and I'm a mother (of two of the most beloved kids on this earth!) . . .
I'm also an Aunt and a friend, and a co-worker, and a citizen . . .

But then I thought - wait----- my earthly parents are both gone now so 'technically' I'm not a daughter anymore so that branch of my family tree leaves me wondering . . .
and when my siblings are gone I won't be a sister any longer so that branch could teeter . . .
and if you notice - I said I WAS a wife - - - enough said . . .
and if something were to happen to my children (GOD FORBID) my Mother's Day cards would stop coming . . .
and if the truth be told - friends come and friends go, jobs never last forever and who knows, even I, the homebody of all homebodies, could move out of this City/State/Country . . .

All of a sudden I realized that the only guarantee I have is that
I AM THE DAUGHTER OF THE MOST HIGH GOD - THE KING . . .
That makes me a Princess. I'm Royalty. I'm sought after and loved beyond my ability to fathom.

And I don't have to do a thing to maintain my royal title - it's mine, FOREVER for it is written in Romans 8:38-39 "For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord."

It doesn't matter what goes on in this world - everything is subject to change. It's temporary. But the Lord never changes! He is the same today that He was yesterday and His Word promises that He will remain unchanged FOREVER. Hebrews 13:8 paraphrased.

I claim the promise of His eternal love.
I claim the heritage that was mine from the moment He created me.
I claim the inheritance that Jesus willingly sacrificed His life to give me. The riches. The glory. The everlasting Arms.

At the risk of repeating myself, let me once again say . . . Thank You, Jesus. We have countless things to thank You for Lord but first and foremost on my list is the renewal of my kinship with my Father.
My Abba.
Praise be to your name Jesus. You are my Brother, my Husband, my Friend, my Confidant, my Counselor, my everlasting Family.
Amen and Amen
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